Searching

I continue searching to understand my complex and sometimes scary feelings. I don’t like admitting that I am complex and that sometimes this makes me difficult and frustrating to deal with. Accepting kindness is sometimes hard for me. I’m searching for my authentic self is the mass of rage, belittling and cruelty that I have been subjected to since I was a little girl. I picture myself as a carefully carved statue in which heaps of acid rain poured down on. As a result, the statue has been altered, tainted and ruined.

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So, I search for ways to mend myself and heal. I search for ways I can love myself and strengthen myself. I feel good and hopeful that I am on the right path to healing. I have healed so much, but need to heal more. So the search goes on…

 

 

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